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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 17:28:54 GMT

A new chapter, a new blog.

Go to Ma Style, Ma Flava for my latest updates! =)

http://www.damienyew.blogspot.com

I won't be updating this site anymore.

BYE!!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Sat, 16 May 2009 17:54:56 GMT

Half Moon and Stars.

Half moon tonight, bright yellow half moon. Stars scattered all over the sky.

Weird.

I've never seen this from MU's balcony before. This is the first time.

Maybe even the stars and the moon are saying goodbye to me.

The view is nice though.

Yesterday afternoon dad booked the flight ticket already.

7th of July, 1340 flight from LCCT to Melbourne.

When i see him clicking on the confirm booking button, my feelings mixed. Rojak-ed like that.

I also don't know why.

I feel happy and excited that i'm actually going to Australia to study already but at the same time, I feel sad, very very sad, for I have to leave all my family and friends and go on my own. Starting a new journey, a new chapter in my life. It's so damn freaking difficult for me to let go of everyone here, no offence but especially my friends in KL. I've already been struggling with my own thoughts for weeks and I still find it very difficult although I have tried to be more positive and convinced myself that I will definitely see them again.

Seeing them again wasn't actually a problem. It's just that I don't know what would happen in these duration when i'm not here. Things change and people change. I'm enjoying and appreciating the warmth feeling and the great times i'm having with them right now.

But..

How will the feeling be when I see them again next year? Will it still be the same?

Will everyone still be here as a group?

Will conflict them apart?

Or most of them had already left?

Or everyone isn't here anymore?

and most importantly,

Will we still talk crap and laugh with each other like there's no tomorrow?

I really hope we will but we wouldn't know what will happen in the near future. I'm depending on you guys to maintain this special friendship-turn-family relationship as the way it is when I leave so I will get to feel our love again when i'm back.

I have already accepted the fact that everyone's got to move on with their own life no matter what but it just sucks being one of the first to leave. It really really sucks.

This year's TT night on the 5th of July 2009 will be the last time i'm performing with you guys on stage,

the same stage where we stood on it together when we first met,

the same stage where we had our most glorious time together,

and it is going to be the stage where we stand on it when we part this July,

College Hall's stage.

When I go to Aussie, I doubt I will be dancing anymore. It might be my last dancing performance. So, I hope that each and everyone of us will have our best time on stage together for one last time before I leave. This goes to the person in charge, please choreograph one cantik cantik routine, ong ong one, and make us shine on stage. I would appreciate that ALOT. PLEASE...

After the performance, it is my last night with you guys because on the 6th I will accompany my family members and i will be flying on the 7th already.

I really hope that that night is going to last forever so we will have all the time in the world to enjoy one last time together.

Hopefully everything works out the way i wished for. I don't want to leave here with regrets. I want to leave here with happiness carrying me forward.

Once again, I LOVE YOU GUYS!

=' )

PS: Anyone wana sleep together in MU's hall after TT nite 09?

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Tue, 28 Apr 2009 19:55:27 GMT

Current Feeling.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Graduation (Friends Forever) - Vitamin C

This song sings my feelings out right now at this moment.

I'm only left with around 70 days here. I want to make the best out of it. I don't want to have any regrets.

It's VERY difficult for me to let go of you guys here and i'm struggling. You guys are my life. <3

SOB.

I dedicate this song to each and every TT people around me. I love you guys.

Damien

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 15:05:56 GMT

Away, for few weeks!

Hello peepo! How's life? Damien, he's darn busy and lazy to update his own blog so I (his baby) decided to update for him. I guess you readers feel damn bored right? Why didn't he update his own and I keep updating for him. I'm helping him to let you, readers to know what he's busy-ing with and actually I wanna disturb his blog also lahh. He he he One thing I'm sure is he'll very happy when he see this post.

First, Damien he's busy-ing with his test for 2 weeks, so he'll away for 2 weeks and god knows how hard it is for me to suffer 2 weeks but hey, it's good too! I believe I c an fly! Ha ha ha Ignore my silly-ness because I'm self syiok-ing alone here without him. How sad lahh. He must replace something when he's back, am I right? I know I'm always right!

Second, he loves me alot, miss me damn kao a lot and wanna see me so much! HA HA HA It's all true kay! Ask him if you don't believe me. Told ya he'll love this post a lot!

Enough for those nonsense, time to sleep! Goodnight readers! Do come and visit this site, more to come!

Our latest picture!

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 15:50:28 GMT

Mrs. Yew Here!!

Let me introduce myself, I'm Damien's wife, Nadelyn Lim, sweet sixteen, darn sweet kay? Ask my husband if you don't believe. My husband damn kao busy because of ASS-ingment NOT me (How sad! ). He cut his hair few days back, damn macho and handsome but girls, you can dream on. Ha ha ha Come if you want, but you can only have a look kay? Tomorrow my last day for third monthly test, I damn relax now I don't know why maybe I hate Add Maths a lot but I'll still try my best to pass my add maths and and and I'll try my best to prepare and give my husband one surprise for our anniversary. *giggles*

I love you daftboy!

p/s : damn sad because his blog didn't even have one of my photo in the photo album. I'm gonna upload and post one now!

Monday, July 28, 2008

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 15:01:11 GMT

Mahjong

Played mahjong in my old KL house yesterday night.

I shifted once in KL.

With Adeline and Yi Heng (Old housemate).

Luck was on my side.

Won almost a hundred ringgits in the first 3 hours.

Felt bad for winning so much.

Coz only Yi Heng is losing.

And he's a student.

He looks very depressed.

Decided to play a little bit longer to let him win a little bit back.

Ended up winning RM70 in the end, another 2 hours later.

Reached home at 3am.

I seriously need comments on this post.

To you invisible readers guys, e.g. nocturnalchicka, missycheerio, schmae, and others.

Please give a comment on this too.

Am I wrong to continue playing to let Yi Heng win back a little bit?

Answer 1: I'm wrong because I am stupid to let him win back. I should have leave immediately.

Answer 2: I'm not wrong because I symphatised him and give him a chance since he's just a college student like me that is desperate for money and mahjong is just for fun.

Answer seriously guys, your answer means a lot to me or us.

Thanks.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:52:18 GMT

Sekaligus

Hey people. I know i've never updated my blog for quite some time already. I'm now blogging from my dancing friends' house in MU (Yeah, it's the same place where I got my car clamped the last time I stayed here). Since I haven't updated my blog for so long, i'm gonna do it sekaligus now. haha

Last week, I came to this place again to play DOTA with Kent and Shan Yie. Avoiding my car being clamped again, I parked my car outside of the MU territory; at the roadside lar. I parked there during the evening thinking it will be safe since everyone parked there all the time too. Had fun during DOTA and went for dinner at BRJ, Wangsa Maju and Kent volunteered to drive us there so I didn't take my car since we're coming back to continue for another round of DOTA. hehe. Came back from dinner and played for another round or two and left this place at midnight, forgotten the time already. I was kinda scared when I have to walk all the way to my car since it was quite far and dark along the way so I rushed and got into the car as soon as possible.

Mana tau, once i entered the car and closed the door, I heard some glass crackles. I turn my head towards my passenger seat and FUCK! There it is, my window is crashed and lying on my sofa. OMFG. I was like stunned for a few seconds looking at my window and the hole where the window was supposed to be. I didn't know what to do or how to react. I was just stunned! Shit. Then I called Kent for help and he came down with Shan Yie. They helped me clear the window off my sofa and the remaining ones which are still stuck at the door while I called my dad and seek for help. My dad was like so selamba and tell me to go back home and sleep first, next day only repair. I know lar the next day only repair but what about that night?? I just have to leave my car at the parking lot and go to bed? Sigh. So, I borrowed the steering lock from Woon Woon and went home. I was so worried that I stayed awake till 4am. I close my eyes but I just couldn't sleep. Then I sms-ed my baby to tell her about it. I didn't tell her before she slept because I don't want her to be worried but I really need someone to talk to that time.

Went for repair the next morning and nothing was lost during that night in the basement carpark but I lost my backpack when the window was broken. I left it at the passenger seat sofa when I went to MU.

OKAY. I know i'm wrong to do that but I really never thought of that when I left it there. I've received plenty of nag and lectures from everyone and hopefully, you guys that are reading this will not do the same. I will really appreciate that. =)

Sunday, went for a Digi advertisement job in KL. It's so freaking easy man. I just have to park my car there and move it when they asked and i get paid RM 200 already. But there's one thing that sucks lar, I have to be there at 8.30 in the morning which means I need to wake up at 7am since i was in Klang and they didn't accept my Myvi when I proposed so I made a deal with Ang to borrow his CRV and he'll get half the profit. That shooting was supposed to end at 12.30 or 1pm as promised but at last it ended at 2.30pm. wtf man. After the shooting I rushed back to AEON, Klang to meet up with baby to hang out. She's there with Chia Ann and Wynesse. Then we went for my lunch in Penang Something (forgotten the name =P) and went for Chocolate Fondue in Haagen Daz. It was so damn fucking delicious and fun, man. haha. Yeah it's fun. After our fondue, we went for movie Red Cliff with my dad, bro and sis.

(Don't fucking ask me which bro coz I only got ONE BROTHER.)

Just a message for those of you who know something or anything out there and want to ask.

Went into the cinema and I had to be separated from baby already because we didn't buy the tickets together. I bought them one day in advance to avoid the long queue. But in the middle of the movie, there's a guy sitting beside baby and there's a seat beside that guy which is empty. Baby asked that guy whether he can move to that empty seat and he agreed. Then I went and sit beside her lar of course. hehe.

Came back to Setapak during Sunday night and went for class as usual on Monday but after all the classes, I went to a construction site near my KL house to get some pictures for our coursework. It's been so long since I entered a construction site but I still don't feel excited at all, unlike the first time I went but the best part is, I get to go on a temporary elevator all the way up to the 37th floor! So damn kanchiong man since it's like you are in a steel cage that moves vertically and you can see the outside including the bottom! And when that elevator thing stopped, it certainly feels like it's gonna drop all the way down. My heart skipped a beat when that thing stopped abruptly and I'm not trying to be sweet but I straight away thought of my baby that time. =P The journey down was more exciting than the journey up. It felt like a roller coaster. haha. I must be crazy to feel that way.

Assignments, assignments AND ASSignments. sigh. My due dates for all the assignments are like approaching in a very high speed. Everyday seems to pass so fast and before I even realised it, I've missed a day doing nothing. SIGH. I've been burning the midnight oil for my assignments these few days and I have got not enough sleep until yesterday night because I get to sleep until 12pm today since my class is at 2pm. hehe. AND there are no due dates for today and tomorrow so I kinda enjoyed tonight. I went to pasar malam with Kent, Kangaroo buddy and Barbara. Bought tons of junk foods and most important of all, DURIANS!! woohoo~

Went to my house to have our meal and durians and I actually planned to ask them to go for a swim after that but then my friends don't want. =( I didn't swim for ages already and the last time was the time I saw Andy drowning right in front of my eyes. MUAHAHAhahaha. He was trying the stand-in-the-water thing and he almost drowned in that 2m+ pool. hehe. Don't laugh at him guys. Everyone have their first time in everything and don't tell me that you never drowned before. I wouldn't believe it unless you never been to a pool since the day you were born. =)

I'm looking forward to Mei Yee's party tomorrow night at her house but I wasn't actually invited by her since she asked baby to ask me to go. Despite that, I'm still going. I'm gonna look after my baby who is gonna drink and make sure she doesn't do anything wrong. *wink* So, you guys out there, forget bout whatever you have in mind. I will be there. haha. Just kidding.

Kinda happy that I can go back to Klang tomorrow already because it's so tiring staying in KL but the fact that I can go back to Klang just tells me that another week is over and next week is coming real soon. So, week 9 is now over and week 10 is coming and my finals are in week 14!! Shit. I gotta get working on my books next week already since this is an extremely tough semester since i entered college. Sigh.

Alright. I gotta go and sleep already because I have to wake up at 8am tomorrow for my class at 9am. Fucking Gan and his Legal Studies. I hate this class the most in the whole week.

Goodnight!

*Pictures will be uploaded real soon. I'm lazy now. =P*

*Font colour will be changed the next time i log in. It's super lag now and white sucks.* - DONE!

Stay tuned!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jul 2008 17:44:42 GMT

I AM BACK!

At long last, I am finally cured from my fucking sickness. I don't know what actually strucked me last week but I had fever, cough, flu, sorethroat, migraine and constipation, all at the same time! Took me almost a week to get back to my normal life. Sigh, but YAY! because i'm back. =P Be ready for what you are going to read next. Not for the faint hearted. Since last Wednesday until yesterday, Monday, I only took my shower ~~once!!!!~~ haha yeah, you read it correctly. ONCE. For god's sake, I almost killed myself with my own body odour. Lol. Okay, that was a bit 'kua chiong' but I really couldn't stand my own smell and the stickiness! Well, according to my mom, I cannot take a shower when i'm sick or my sickness will worsen and I will suffer more. So, I listen to her lor. I never knew I would miss shower so much until I craved for the water to run down my body. Monday, I felt i'm getting better already as I still had a bad migraine on Sunday night, I terus rush to the toilet for a good shower, man. Really cannot take it anymore. If I were to stay un-showered for like another second, I would have killed myself.

So, I am now back to my normal life. Going to college, rushing ASSignments, completing courseworks and sit for tests. Today, 15th of July, is my classmate, Chak Fook's birthday and also my ermm, it would be more appropriate to say friend's girlfriend, Rainie's birthday. Happy Birthday, you guys! Celebrated Chak Fook's birthday in Pizza Hut during our break in the evening. There were 15 of us and we ordered a Meal 4(recommended for 4 person and two Meal 6(recommended for 6 person). So, total we ordered a meal recommended for 16 person! One of us is a vegetarian and we 14 person have to finish all the foods meant for 16 person. OMG. That was really suffering. I personally ate 4 pieces of pizza which the last one was forced to eat and some of them had even 5! Chisin one. I don't know how they can fit it all in their stomach. My stomach was already bloated when i finished my 3rd pizza. After the meal, we were planning to skip our next class to go for karaoke at Greenbox, Sg Wang but everyone is hesitating whether to go or not so we ended up in our class from 7 to 9pm.

Rainie's birthday was celebrated at Greenbox, Sg Wang at 8pm. Yeah, it's the exact same place that my classmates and I planned to go. If we were to go, i'll be running from one room to another. hehe. I went after my class and met Eddie and gf, Pei Shan, Alex with his cousin and another friend. YD and his gf Rainie were late and they came with another friend. So the 9 of us just spent our time singing, singing and singing, until almost the end when Rainie's cake was delivered into the room, we celebrated her birthday with some children songs being played automatically and also, a bottle of champagne. And oh! The cake was a DIY one. Which means they prepare the cake and the decorations separately. So you can decorate your own cake whichever way you want. It's a pretty cool idea, don't you think so? hehe. There's one thing that I have to admit, the whole night in the karaoke room was just dull, as in SUPER DULL. We just sing, sing, sing and sing. I don't feel high at all. Well, karaoke wasn't the same anymore without one of my sohai friend, Ah Fong. He will always be the one to bring the atmosphere up to the state where you will keep on laugh and laugh and not able to sing or the songs will all be shouting and screaming songs. I miss him man. He's just like Bernard to me but KL's version of Bernard as Bernard's only in Klang when he's back from NZ. hehe.

Baby Ling's modem spoilt last two days when there was lighting. Her modem somehow got strucked by it so she cannot online now. To her friends who are looking forward to her update, you guys have to wait lah. hehe.

Faster come back baby! I miss you like crazyyy!! Muaks!

That's all for now guys. Cheers.

Randomness.

With Suki and Ah Fong during our trip in JB.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 10:30:42 GMT

OO is OO, TT is TT.

To those of you who think of things this way, FUCK YOU.

Ex-TT Finalists Performance

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdUS_V4WqJY

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 04:05:35 GMT

ASSignments.

I'm so fucking sick now. Walked in the rain yesterday to get my car, and I straightaway fell sick yesterday night. Right now I am having a little bit of fever, flu and sorethroat. To make things worse, I have a bad tummy ache too this morning. Fuck. It never rains, but it pours. As you read it, not only i fell sick and right at this moment, my assignments are rushing in and the datelines are almost all back to back with one another.

I just finish with one of the assignments and now, I have to continue with another one. Just so that I can go home a little bit earlier tonight to have my rest. Or my sickness will get worse.

Wish me luck in finishing my assignments and getting well soon, people.

Cheers.

*Right now, i'm blogging from my library again but with my laptop and broadband this time!*